We all need a reminder sometimes of the top 5 deathbed regrets – life is rushing by and we generally barely have time to breathe, let alone stand still and absorb all that is truly happening in the moment. I have mentioned the book, written by a nurse who worked in palliative care on the blog before. In her blog and subsequent book (‘The Top Five Regrets’), she writes of the phenomenal clarity with which dying people review their lives. When questioned about any regrets they had, or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Note to self, nobody wishes they had sent more emails:-

1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
“This was the most common regret of all. When people realise that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.”

2. I wish I hadn’t spent so long at work.
“This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret, but as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.”

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.
“Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming.”

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
“Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.”

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.
“This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content, when deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again.”

  1. “I wish I had cleaned more” said no one ever on their death bed!

  2. Funny, I’ve just done a meme about the 5 Big Life Lessons you’d tell your kids, and one of mine was about being true to yourself, like Number One here. I think I’m doing a pretty good job of living my true life even if it gets me into trouble at times. I really wouldn’t want that one bothering me at the pearly gates.

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      It is the only way to live….being true to yourself is essential – I discovered that during my divorce. You cannot live a lie. It is a very sad place to be….Lx

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